Whiteness

is a dream

i woke to

soul screaming

with bad rock

in an adolescent doldrum

suburban night

was quiet

i ghosted

in obtrusive black

a glowing cigarette

against an empty playground

the night

is a dark love

of mystics and devils

the moon

a perilous mistress

hard against cement

would you ride her to God

small man?

as yet

untested

by the mediocrity of morning

a thousand sands of day

wearing the heart

to a lumpy putty

a rage

would crash against the sea

at least a few times

and tear a king

from a white paper heart

burning

and pressing on

towards the shining letters

white in the headlights

a billboard in the distance

brilliant with moonlight

and another billboard

tall above nebraska’s

golden waves

not even out yet

of the midwest

as morning breaks.